Krisha 's pov

Being so excited for sister's wedding is the most happiest thing for every younger sister but in the page of mine it's not as excited as I thought. Moreover, I never knew that my sister's wedding will make my day a Black Day.

When my Mom and Dad said that my Elder sister ran away with her so called boyfriend for her dreams I was so shocked. But after seeing my parents in that Vulnerable state my heart clenched and anger rushed on my nerves for whatever my sister has been done.

Nisha is a selfish person from the starting day. Never cared about Us but always concerned about herself. My parents loves her like anything common who don't like or love their daughter. They gave us Everything we wanted before we ask. Maybe if she asked for that guy with whom she ran away they would have accepted but leaving all she chose the option which will disgrace both Families and their Respect.

When the groom's family got to know about my sister they blamed my parents for everything and I felt very belittled that I can't able to take any stand for them. They asked me to stay quiet so I followed but when one of them said " You people are such a Cheaters and traitors". That's it I stood infront of my parents and took their stand but I didn't noticed that someone was seeing me with all the concentration.

Suddenly the silence filled room after all shouts and blames the groom's dadi's words gave a ray of hope for my parents and a big shock to me. She asked my hand for her Grandson with whom my sister's marriage was fixed. I don't know what to say or what to do. I can't just be like my sister. I can't leave my parents to manage all this one their own.

Looking at my parents eyes which were looking at me with all the last hopes I just don't have heart to break their hope. Hence,I just nodded. Within few minutes all the arrangements for me getting ready into my bridal style has been done.

Sitting infront of a dressing table and looking at my own reflection made me feel suffocated. I felt a pang thinking about Him. The Promise I made didn't even lasted for one day. Breaking promises is never in my dictionary but today I did. I know I won't see him after this day but I can hear those accuses and the awful messages from his heart which is connected with mine.

As I am thinking all these my parents arrived with their head down making me more weak. "Dad, please don't feel like you guys were forcing me or something. It's my own will that I accepted this marriage and dragged it in my fate. Don't just blame yourself. You both sacrificed many things for me and di and today I am just giving your respect and reputation back as a return", I said making them feel light.

I never wished to see my parents tears but today I have to just because of Di. I could never forgive her for whatever she did today. After sometime groom's cousin came and asked me to come down as pandit ji is called the bride. My parents holded me from both sides and helped me to walk with my heavy lehanga.

My Heart started beating very fast when I saw him sitting in mandap infront of the holy fire looking totally handsome in that sharwani.

I am sure my heart skipped a beat when our eyes met as he looked at me with some certain of emotions in his Hazel orbs which I can't understand. Suddenly he stood up and walked towards me and extended his hand with a small smile dancing on his lips. That smile somewhat made me feel relaxed.

I kept my hand on his while he holded it very lightly and in soothing way. He helped me to climb those three stairs to reach the mandap. We both sat infront of the holy fire.

I can feel that everyone is smiling at us. I thought to have a breathtaking wedding but I got the one which is very certain and rushed. No doubt this is very expensive wedding but Money can't buy happiness.

I want to accept that I really felt good when he stood up and helped me and I felt current passing into my body when he holded my hand. I am somewhat happy that he didn't just looked at me like I am his replacement.

The mantras of pandit ji are ringing in my ears and my heart is screaming for something else. May be some Peace or Him.

Pandit ji asked my to be husband to tie mangalsutra around my neck. He stood up and tied Mangalsutra around my neck. I can feel his fingers brushing on my neck making me feel nervous and shy.

After that he took a pinch of sindoor from sindoor dani and filled my maang. From now his colour will always remain on me and shows everyone that I am his.

We both exchanged Varmala while standing and his cousin tied my choli with his sherwani and pandit ji asked us to take seven pheras around the holy fire. I know about this. Promises. These seven vows describes the seven promises which both dulha and dulhan should follow for their whole life. These seven sacred vows are promises of Nourishment, Strength, Properity, Family, Togetherness, Health and Wisdom. I learnt all this from my Mom. I am scared what if I break them also.

Now We both are Married. I am Married. Everything changed in one day. My Life is totally changed. Now I need to think hundred times before doing something. I can't make my parents low in front of my in-laws.

Its my Bidaai. Its the most scaring and vulnerable part of every Bride. Leaving parents and going to completely new place is really very tough and hard. I cried alot hugging my parents. I seek warmth and comfort in their arms.

" Beta whatever happened it's not younger daughter's fault. It's totally our mistake please don't punish her. She is really very sensitive please take care of her. Meri beti hi meri sab kuch hai", my dad said while joining his hands infront of my husband making my sobs increase.

"Don't worry Uncle now she is my responsibility and priority, I will take care of her till my last breath", he said while holding my dad's hands and pushing them downwards not wanting him to join his hands infront of him. I felt happy and guilty for whatever my sister did. He is very nice and such a kind hearted person. how can she cheat him and ran away?

Then what about you? Even you cheated him and married your sister's groom right? My subconscious awakened my deeds. I went all pale. Yes she is right even I cheated and married. I loved someone but I married someone else. In this way I am cheating two persons and myself too. Did I just named myself as a Cheater? Yes I did not only me after some days everyone will see me as a cheater.

My tears didn't stopped. I felt Everything blank. After bidding bye to my parents we moved towards the car and sat inside. Driver uncle is driving while we both sat on backseat. I can feel my cheeks wet and warm tears were pouring out from my eyes as my thoughts were occupied by Him.

I felt someone wiping my tears and I just jerked away from my place at a sudden touch. I saw my husband who is trying to wipe away my tears with his thumb.

"Sorry, I just want to wipe your tears", he said in his husky voice. Well yes I really loved his voice since he talked with my dad but I am totally immersed in my thoughts to accept it.

"That's fine", I said while shifting my gaze outside the window. I can feel him looking at me and after sometime even he started looking outside the window.

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